I’m sorry I do what I fucking want, which yes, means playing by the rules half the time. If feeling bad that I disrespected someone is being weak then by all means let me be the weakest person you’ve ever met. I live my life and when I mess up like I did, I feel so shitty because hurting another human being is the absolute worst feeling to me. I dont fight with people. I say sorry. I say its okay. I forgive. Not everyone needs to have tough skin. I have the best life, I do. I’m fucking proud of who I am, Im a well rounded person who has gone out and explored the world I live in for understanding. I wasn’t raised sheltered and I wasn’t raised weak. I’ve lived life well and I feel like all you’re seeing is a bad shade of me.